Sometimes things don't always go according to plan. I ended up staying an extra two days. I kind of became a part of the family. I got to go to Lissa's church and meet her entire family. I went to Grandpa's birthday dinner and then back to Lissa's mom and dad's house for cake. It was a whole different level I was seeing now. I was going deep. It was really an honor and a privilege.
At the end of our visit Lissa kept asking me what my favorite part of the whole trip was. Hmmm let's see we went on a ferry ride, explored downtown Seattle, ate at some amazing restaurants, visited her favorite nursery, saw Deception Pass, went to the Ruffles and Rust flea market show with Sasha...had cheeseburgers and fries at a movie. I don't know it was all pretty amazing. But without a doubt my favorite memory of my time spent with Lissa was visiting her church.
(Lissa is on the far left and her sister Stefie is on the far right)
I grew up in a Charismatic church. Every Sunday we sang at the top of our lungs, raised our hands, prayed over each other. My pastor was a preacher. He spoke with conviction and passion. Every Sunday I had goosebumps on my arms and tears streaming down my cheeks because of God's anointing. It was an awesome way to experience the Lord and grow in my faith. It was something I took for granted.
Since moving here we've spent 7 years going from church to church. They are all great churches...don't get me wrong. They teach the word. They worship the Lord. It's just different. It's been a giant hole in our hearts...a big void. So to stand there on that unexpected Sunday morning and worship freely and to feel God's presence so STRONG...I wept. I soaked it in. I ate it up like a starving little bird with it's mouth wide open waiting for that worm from it's momma. Sometimes you don't realize how dry and thirsty you are until you get those first few drops of water. So that was worth the extra day in my mind. Sharing the Lord with my friend. Praising Jesus shoulder to shoulder with her. Seeing how blessed she is...made me happy. It was a beautiful thing.
Have a blessed day.









I can relate to this, big time. I grew up pentecostal, and we're now in some very low-key baptist churches. Totally different. Not saying the low-key baptist churches don't teach the word, but the presence of the Holy Spirit doesn't move the same way -- unless it's invited to! Glad you got to taste it again.
ReplyDeletehow cool that you got to go to lissa's church and listen to her sing. i love visiting other churches. so glad you had a great time :)
ReplyDeleteThis is what I long for, as well. I can't seem to feel "at home" in a church in our area. I miss that feeling. In response, I haven't been attending regularly, and I miss that, too. I'm glad your Seattle trip was a blessing to you. I know I've enjoyed it from this side of the screen.
ReplyDeleteI love you so. Yesterday I was at church remembering when you were there and I was missing you. I just love this post! Love how you shared your heart.
ReplyDeleteOH, girl....THAT was SO worth that extra time you had to wait! I hope you find a church that is ALL that God desires for you and your family. I try not to knock any denomination, because I am 1st a CHRISTIAN and I love all my Baptist,Methodist,etc friends...BUT "You can take the girl outta the Pentecostal/Charismatic Church,but you can't take that outta the girl"...just sayin'! :)
ReplyDeleteI second that emotion, lady! Charismatic roots are hard to replicate and leave biiiig shoes to fill. Glad I'm not alone in this feeling! And even more glad you ended you trip on such a great note :)
ReplyDeleteGod does work in mysterious ways...He knew just what you needed:)
ReplyDeleteLOVE this post!
ReplyDeleteThat was a wonderful time. Meeting her parents... and church. Oh, girl you described me at church every week. I love our church, love how we love and worship Jesus together. I grew up in a uptight church where we never sat in different seats and never showed appearances of emotions. I finally found a "home" and am blessed by it so.
ReplyDeleteOk Ive got a big lump in my throat and teary eyes...Becky God had other plans for you didnt He?
ReplyDeleteOh so happy you had such a precious visit with Lissa and her family!
You two are darlins'!
Deborah xoxo
this makes me think of a trip four years back, where i saw museums and cathedrals and castles--but my favorite part, hands-down, was worshipping God at my uncle's church easter morning. i was undone.
ReplyDeleteSo important to have a good church. We feel like we are home every time we walk through the doors of ours. It's like getting a weekly hug from a loved one. So fun to see the photos and hear the story of that day...
ReplyDeleteLove ya
S
Amen Sister!
ReplyDeleteCan I just invite you to my church, it's an option for when you don't have a church to visit or attend regularly?
No seriously, we stream live on the internet on Sunday Mornings so you should stop by sometime!
http://www.gatewaychurch.com/
Biz
What a special blessing! I'm the opposite... I've been to charismatic churches but feel most at home in conservative ones... I guess it depends also on your personality. But, nonetheless, when the Gospel is proclaimed and Christ is exalted, our hearts are nourished!
ReplyDeleteWe're still searching in our new town. I had no idea it would take so long. :( I love that you got to do this. We've been in a charismatic church all our lives too (well, my life, my husband joined the staff 11 years ago) so part of us is looking for that and I think part of us is looking for something really different...
ReplyDelete...but all of us are looking to feel at HOME again. So glad you got to experience that with Lissa. Btw. I posted cupcakes as payback for YOUR cupcakes! lol :)
I love how you got to go and that Lissa was singing that day! It is wonderful to go away but there is nothing like coming home again. xo
ReplyDeleteWhat gorgeous photos! I live in New England, and unfortunately, there are just not any charismatic churches as you put it. And that is exactly what I need. I feel like it is a void that is missing for me! I am so glad you were able to share in this Becky!
ReplyDeleteIsn't it great how God can bless us even when we're anxious about our circumstances. So happy for you and Lissa to have that special friendship.
ReplyDeleteThere is something about standing side by side and worshipping, feeding with a friend; it's a sisterhood. Maybe that's why most of my close friends today are girls I go to church with.
ReplyDeleteSo glad you got that moment with Lissa. I know it was special for her too. I love me some charismatic church. The Holy Spirit all over you is like nothing else. I am certainly a raising my hands in worship kind of girl. xo
ReplyDeletegoing deep...yes! I believe we are called to go deep..deep into Him where we sit heart to heart with the One who made us. There is so much hurt in our world. Deep is where we learn and apply and take to others..sharing His love.
ReplyDeletexo..going deep with you
It was meant
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xx Suzanne
Praise the Lord, dear sister! We are members of a spirit-filled church, and I know we couldn't ever go back to dead religion - and there's plenty of it out there. God is so honored by heartfelt praise (and joyful noise!) that He inhabits the praises of His people. Just look what the Lord has done. Jesus said, "It is finished" when he gave up his life for us. How thankful we are!!! And how thankful we need to act!!! Life a lifestyle of praise, dear one. Enjoy the manifest presence of the Lord as you dig deeper into the Word and the Spirit, for they are one!
ReplyDeleteI did not grow up in the church... but now I can say I have spent half my life in church... church that love God and praise Him in beautiful ways!! I have seen a few denominations or um... a lot... most in the last 4 years ... and my heart is in the family of God that loves one another and really really worships Him!! and then my children came along... and we had struggles with medical and anxiety... and we moved towns.. and it became SO hard to find a church that fit our family as a whole... it took us 4-5 very very long years... this Fall we found a small church that seems to fit and I had to sacrifice certain elements... for my babies... we might be at the end of that long journey... my point is... Becky that is SO HARD to seek for SO long!! I am scared our seeking is not over... and I keep wondering WHY... will God reveal why the search had to take place and had to last so so long?!! It is so hard to not be discouraged!! I pray God will give you the desires of your heart!! =)
ReplyDeleteHaving a church family makes all the difference doesn't it! When I got married we tried to find a church to start our family in but quickly found ourselves back at the church I grew up in & we enjoy worshiping with "family"
ReplyDeleteYay for a deep watering Becky. I pray he continues to rain over you in your own times of worship at home with as much grace and intensity. x
ReplyDeletethe deep relationships are the ones that change us the most because they are honest and truthful, and love unconditionally. So happy to hear you have people like that. I got my cuff, and I couldn't have imagined it being anymore beautiful, I now have a new favorite one, I wonder if I can wear both...:) one is fear not the other is victory, I see a trend here. I will fear not BABY!
ReplyDeleteI love this post.
ReplyDeleteI pray you will be able to find that again. This actually made me cry. I love how you love Jesus.
ReplyDeleteOh, I am showing up as Lola letters from when I did our Communal Global post but I am Becky from Life with Kaishon. SORRY!
what a beautiful post...
ReplyDeleteand did you grow up in the south??
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